4 Elementen

Vuur, vuur… Vu20151024_211226ur kan creëren en tegelijkertijd vernietigen. Vuur kan flink oplaaien en alles op zijn weg verbranden. Zelfs Water kan Vuur doen verdampen. Maar kijk, waar Vuur Aarde heeft geraakt ontstaat nieuw leven. Aarde wordt weer vruchtbaar.



Lucht, lucht…Lucht brengt een fris windje met zich mee. Waar Lucht is, is ook weer nieuw leven. Het is er nooit saai. Lucht brengt nieuw leven met zich mee, zonder dat het opvalt. Lucht doet Vuur oplaaien, maar kan Vuur ook temperen. Wanneer alles in balans is, kan er nieuw leven ontstaan.



Water, water… Water is levenskracht. Krachtig en sierlijk tegelijk, kan ook vernietigen als het uit haar doen is. Ook Water brengt nieuw leven met zich mee. Water kan Vuur doven, Aarde besprenkelen met haar levenskracht en zie… daar ontstaat nieuw leven weer.



Aarde, aarde… Aarde, doof Vuur en maak jezelf weer vruchtbaar. Uit deze vruchtbaarheid ontstaat nieuw leven. Het zaad dat door Lucht is meegevoerd en in vruchtbare Aarde is gelegd, wordt door Water gevoed. Na een tijd ontkiemt dit zaad tot een jonge plant en tot een boom. Er is weer nieuw leven ontstaan. En zo zal de cyclus zich blijven herhalen tot het einde der tijd.




Earth Angel Fair 2014

10501758_1671287676434622_827287552618986627_nIt was a perfect day, the day before yesterday! I visited the Earth Angel Fair, organized by Angels and meant for other Angels here on earth. To be specific, I am talking about Earth Angels. Earth Angels are reincarnated Angels, Starpeople, the Wise (like shamans and witches), Elementals (elves, nymphs) and other Earth Angels. We, Earth Angels decided to come to earth to help people, animals, nature and Mother Earth. Especially now Earth Angels are more than welcome on earth. All we want is to teach people to love again, to respect all what is and to feel reconnected with all living creatures, to be one again with life and ourselves.

I left early tha524t morning and because it was a beautiful day, blue sky, the sun was shining, no wind, I decided to take the bike to the railway station in Rotterdam. I was enjoying my journey to Rotterdam, all I heard were the birds singing and then, the silence, serenity.

The only humans I saw were the ones who were taking their dog for a walk, people doing their morning gyms and a farmer who had to stay up early to finish his job. The animals were also enjoying the Sunday morning and the weather.

Soest had the same serenity. I was walking to the fair from the railway station and enjoyed my new surroundings. At the fair I had a hard time focusing. I felt like an alien and couldn’t find the serenity I felt ten minutes ago. Finally I found the right lecture and workshop and felt happy again. Finally I had the feeling to be with the right people at the right place. I was in the company of other Earth Angels and felt no longer an alien anymore.

A shaman was present at the fair and I decided to join her lecture. Her lecture was about Mother Earth and her work. It felt like coming home and I could speak freely about all my own experiences as a young shaman. At the same time I received some teachings which were very interesting but not new to me. They were more a reminder what I already knew but lost it on my way getting older. My inner shaman couldn’t wait to get started.

il_570xN.461864587_3ri5My last workshop of that day was a dance workshop. It was the finishing touch of a great day. I hád to be there because dancing is my greatest passion. I didn’t know what to expect. Would it be a typical New Age dance on typical New Age music? Or would it be maybe the opposite of it? I really had no idea so up I went to the workshop. At the end of the workshop I was very relieved because I was wrong about it. The teacher was an earth angel I already met during my first workshop. I immediately felt she and I had much in common so it was oké. The dance workshop was awesome! The moves were familiar and it was a fantastic feeling again! At that moment I promised myself to dance more. Dancing is not only good for your figure but for many other things as well. Dancing gives you a feeling of freedom and you feel grounded again, getting back in touch with Mother Earth, life and yourself. After the workshop I felt balanced again. It was a wonderful experience and a wonderful end of an exciting day.

Walking back to the railway station I was daydreaming and thinking back of all my adventures that day. I was very happy to meet new people and was and am very thankful for all the gifts I received.


Volle maan


O volle maan, volle maan

In al jouw glorie

Schenk jouw krachtige energie

Zo dat Aarde deze kan voelen door haar aderen

Aarde, bezwangerd door jou,

Kracht, energetische kracht

Sterk en zacht als eb en vloed

Krachtig, puur en helend

Jij staat daar, alleen

Maar tegelijk ook omgeven door Leven

Jij kijkt omlaag, je kijkt naar mij

Kijkend naar Aarde

‘Wat doe jij nog meer?’

Is mijn vraag

‘Ik kijk naar je schoonheid en glorie’

Is haar respons

‘Tot de einde der tijden’

‘Zal ik over je waken’

She who kisses Moon


Full moon


Full Moon, full Moon

In all your Glory

Give your powerful energy

So Earth can feel it through her veins

Earth, impregnates by you,

Power, energetic power

Strong and soft like ebb and flood

Powerful, purity and healing

You standing there, alone

But also surrounded by Life

You’re looking down, looking at me

Looking at Earth

‘What else do you do?’

Is my question

‘Looking at your beauty and glory’

Is her answer

‘Until the days are passing by’

‘I will look over you’

           She who kisses Moon



It’s the time of the year: Christmas is in the air. It’s the time of cherish, light, darkness, short days, festivities, good food and most of all…. Celebrating Christmas with our family! Not everybody is celebrating Christmas, some people really do not like this period of the year. These persons feel lonely and can’t wait until Christmas has passed.


What’s the reason we celebrate Christmas? Christmas is a celebration of the ancient; even before the coming of Christianity people already celebrated it. The Christmas we know today derived from different cultures and religions which resulted into 1 big happening: Christmas….. In the Ancient times, the time of the Germanic people, Batavians and Celts, they celebrated winter solstice on the 21st of December. Winter solstice was about welcoming the Light and banishing the Evil. To be sure evil spirits got banished, they made great fires.

The Christmas tree is a well-known phe7ff8f3810731cd35a4e1d28d92b2060anomenal. Even the Ancient folks used a tree to celebrate winter solstice. The tree was at that time a symbol of fertility. Most of the people think the Christmas tree is a pine tree but in fact it is a spruce. Every year we enjoy decorating the beautiful spruce. Decorating a Christmas tree is a very old tradition. People in the 13th century already decorated their trees.

When Christianity became popular through Europe, the emperor Constantine and his bishops decided to celebrate Christmas on the 25th of December. They had their good reasons and those were to kethe-birth-of-jesusep the Ancient folks and the Romans quiet and happy. The Ancient folks already celebrated Solstice on the 21st of December but the Romans also had a celebration which was the same as the Ancient folks, but it had a different name. The Romans called it Saturnalia and this festivity lasted a couple of days. All Romans had the days off in this period. Saturnalia was the festivity of the light and dedicated to the Roman god of the Light, Saturn. Religion was more important for the emperor Constantine and the bishops and that’s the reason why they decided to celebrate Jesus Christ’s birthday on the 25th of December. For all Christians Jesus is their light.

Santa Claus is actually a native from Siberia. He is in the Siberian tradition and stories a shaman, a medicine man or woman. In the ancient times the medicine men and women wore red and white colored clothes. As all shamans do, they did do shamanic journeys often. For more information read Doe-a-deer-a-female-deer. It is well known Santa Claus is accompanied by a reindeer. Together they travel around the world to give presents to everyone. For a very long time both Santa Claus and his reindeer vanished until the 30’s. Coca Cola had a great idea and used Santa Claus and the reindeer for his commercials and ever since that time Santa Claus and his reindeer are very popular.


What is the meaning of Christmas today? Christmas is a time of celebrating this event with family. It’s a time of happiness, decorated houses and Christmas trees with light everywhere. But there are also presents and Christmas cards. Many people cherish this time of year.

This part of the year is a time of peace and stillness. Here we take a break and take the time to go back in time and remember the things happened last year. It is also a fresh start for the next year to come. This part of the year, between Christmas and New Year is special because we celebrate the New Year to come with new possibilities. But at the same time the veil between this world and the Other World (or God, The Creator, The Source) is very thin. It means wishes and intentions we have, will be noticed quickly in the Other World. What we wished for and our intentions will be manifested quickly in the New Year. This part of the year is the best time to wish each other all the best and these wishes will be manifested in the New Year as well because they pass through the thin veil easily. It’s very important to stay positive and focus on our wishes. Be kind to yourself and to other people and animals. Be thankful for the things we have in life.


For the people who feel alone during Christmas I want to tell them we are not alone, we are never alone. Many people experience the feeling of loneliness, to be alone in this world…whatever the reason may be. But that’s not true. We have to know there are persons who care about us. They are always with us and protect us. I am talking about the energy that is called God, The Creator, Allah or Buddha, but also our ancestors, our (guardian) angels and our power animals and guides of the Other World. Many of us can’t feel nor see them, but they are there every minute of our life. So when you do feel lonely, close your eyes and clear your head and you will see them and feel their presence. To be aware of their existence, gives us comfort and the guarantee to be with others.

So enjoy this period, cherish the things and persons (people and animals) around you and give love, support and help the ones in need. This will be your present to them. Be kind to yourself and make wishes, because right now the veil between this world and the Other World is very thin.




Het is weer zover: Kerstmis is in de lucht. Het is een tijd van vreugde, licht,  donkere, korte dagen, feestelijkheden, lekker eten en vooral…. met onze familie de kerst doorbrengen. Dit geldt niet voor iedereen want er zijn ook mensen die zich in deze periode alleen voelen. Deze groep kan dan ook niet wachten tot deze feestdagen zo snel mogelijk voorbij zijn.


Waarom vieren wij eigenlijk kerst? Kerstmis is een feest dat al erg lang door mensen wordt gevierd, zelfs al vóór de komst van het christendom. De kerstmis die wij tegenwoordig kennen, is een mengeling van verschillende culturen en religies, allemaal gepropt tot 1 feest: Kerstmis……. Al in de Oude tijd, in de tijd van de Germanen, Bataven en Kelten vierde men op 21 december (Midwinter) de winterzonnewende. Op deze dag werd gevierd dat het Licht weer terug keerde en het boze werd verjaagd. Hierbij werden vele vuren aangestoken om de boze geesten te verjagen.

Iedereen is welbekend met de kerstboom. Al in de Oude tijd gebrui7ff8f3810731cd35a4e1d28d92b2060akte men bomen bij deze viering.  De boom was een vruchtbaarheidssymbool in deze tijd. Men denkt vaak dat de kerstboom een denneboom is maar in feite is deze een spar. Het versieren van deze mooie spar is niet alleen van deze tijd. Dit werd al in de 13de eeuw gedaan.

Toen het christendom door Europa werd verspreid, werd door keizer Constantijn en zijn bisschoppen besloten Kerstmis te vieren op 25 december. Hier hadden ze goede redenen voor namelijk, het Oude volk tevreden houden maar ook de Romeinen. De Romeinen vierden op hun the-birth-of-jesuseigen manier de winterzonnewende. De viering werd Saturnalia genoemd en bij de Romeinen duurde deze een aantal dagen. Iedereen was op deze dagen vrij. Saturnalia stond in het teken van het Licht en was ook gewijd aan de Romeinse god van het licht, Saturnus. Bij Keizer Constantijn en de bisschoppen draaide alles om het christendom, daarom werd besloten dat op 25 december de geboorte van Jezus Christus gevierd moest worden. Hij was voor vele christenen het Licht in hun bestaan.

De kerstman is afkomstig uit het verre Siberië. Volgens de Siberische traditie is de kerstman een sjamaan en vaak ook een SJAMANE. Deze sjamane droeg wit / rode kleding en zoals sjamanen betaamt, deed ze aan trancereizen. Zie voor meer info Doe, A Deer, A Female. De kerstman wordt vergezeld door het rendier. Samen reizen ze de gehele wereld af om cadeaus rond te brengen. Erg lang raakten de kerstman en het rendier op de achtergrond tot Coca Cola in de jaren 30 nieuw leven blies in hun bestaan en ze werden erg populair.


Maar wat betekent Kerstmis voor de meeste mensen hedendaags? Kerstmis is een tijd waarin families bij elkaar komen om deze dagen gezamenlijk te vieren. Het is een tijd van gezelligheid, versierde huizen en kerstbomen en overal lichtjes maar ook cadeaus en kerstkaarten. Deze periode van het jaar wordt door velen gekoesterd.

Deze tijd is een periode van rust en teruggaan in de stilte. Om even bij te komen van het afgelopen jaar en om ook weer nieuwe energie op te doen voor het nieuwe jaar dat gaat komen. De periode rond Kerstmis en Oud en Nieuw is een bijzondere periode want er wordt niet alleen gevierd dat het nieuwe jaar aanbreekt en dat er nieuwe energieën opstaan, er is ook iets anders gaande. In deze periode is de sluier tussen deze wereld en de de Andere Wereld (God, The Creator, De Oerbron) erg dun. Wensen en intenties die wij hebben worden snel opgemerkt door de Andere Wereld. Maar ook onze gedachtes, emoties, ons handelen worden door de Andere Wereld erg snel opgemerkt en dit zullen wij mensen merken in het nieuwe jaar. Deze periode is dé beste tijd om elkaar de beste wensen te geven, want deze dringen zo snel en gemakkelijk door de dunne sluier. Daarom is het belangrijk heel positief te blijven en ons focussen op onze wensen. Wees aardig voor jezelf maar ook voor andere mensen en dieren. Wees ook dankbaar voor alles wat wij in ons leven hebben.


Voor de mensen die zich in deze periode alleen voelen wil ik zeggen dat wij nooit alleen zijn, dat jij nooit alleen bent. Dit gevoel hebben veel mensen… alleen te zijn op deze wereld. Toch is het niet zo. Ook al mogen wij hier in dit leven geen familie en / of vrienden meer hebben (of wat de reden hiervan mag zijn), er zijn ook anderen die veel om ons geven. Deze personen zijn altijd bij ons en beschermen ons. Ik heb het over God, Allah, Boeddha, The Creator, onze voorouders, onze (bescherm)engelen, onze kracht- en totemdieren en gidsen. Het klopt, veel mensen kunnen ze niet zien en hun aanwezigheid niet voelen. Toch zijn ze er iedere minuut van ons leven. Dus voel je je alleen, doe je ogen even dicht en maak je hoofd leeg en je zult ze zien en voelen. Dit geeft ons troost en een zekerheid toch niet alleen te zijn.

Dus geniet van deze periode, koester de dingen en de personen (mens en dier) om je heen en geef liefde, steun en hulp aan degenen die dit nodig hebben. Dit zal jouw cadeau zijn voor deze personen. Wees ook goed voor jezelf en doe je wensen, want zeker zo rond deze tijd is de sluier tussen deze wereld en de Andere Wereld zeer dun.




Heilige seks

De meidengroep Salt N Pepa zingt “Let’s talk about sex baby, let’s talk about you and me.” Seks……We doen het allemaal. We hebben seks uit lust, we bedrijven de liefde omdat we ontzettend veel van die andere persoon houden en we onszelf en dat speciale moment met de ander willen delen. We hebben ook seks met onszelf en we hebben seks om ons voort te planten. Maar er is ook een ander soort seks… Heilige Seks.

Heilige Seks is meer dan ‘zomaar seks’ en de ‘liefde bedrijven’. Het is een veel diepere manier om met je Hogere Zelf in contact te komen maar ook om  in contact te komen met het gehele Universum. Door Heilige Seks te ervaren, leer je jezelf beter kennen. Het deel dat je van jezelf leert kennen was altijd al aanwezig, maar lag verscholen onder een onzichtbare deken. Wanneer dit deel van ons ontwaakt, zal deze je leiden naar je diepste wensen en naar De Grote Wijsheid die we allemaal in ons hebben. Je maakt als het ware een reis naar een andere planeet, naar je eigen planeet. Op die planeet aangekomen, reis je naar het diepste punt, naar je diepste innerlijke schoonheid. Daar krijg je de antwoorden die je al zo lang wilde hebben om dit leven hier beter te begrijpen. KORTOM, HET IS DE LIEFDE BEDRIJVEN MET JE HOGERE ZELF.



Sacred Sex

Salt N Pepa sing “Let’s talk about sex baby, let’s talk about you and me”. Sex……We all have sex. We have sex because we are sexually aroused, we make love because we love the other person deeply and want to share ourselves with that special person. We have sex with ourselves. We have sex to reproduce. But there is also another kind of sex… Sacred Sex.

Sacred Sex is more than ‘just sex’ and making love. This is much more and deep, so deep, it will connect You with Your Higher Self and even with the Universe.

Sacred Sex means, knowing a part of You which was lying under a transparent veil. When this part awakens, it leads you to all your deepest desires and to The Great Wisdom that we  all have deep within us. It is like making a journey to another planet. Over there you will find the answers you seek and know what to do in this world. IT IS MAKING LOVE WITH YOUR HIGHER SELF.



To depart this Earth

Death and life…. Life and death, those two words are intertwining. Death is part of life and vice versa.  That’s why I am not afraid for Death because I know he is part of the life cycle. I always say Death is just a new start of another life. Nature has the same idea about Death and Life. So it accepts Death as it is.

I know that when a body dies, Spirit remains. So it is impossible to experience Death and what happens after this while I am still alive. When it is my time to go and I am in the Other World, it is not possible to return to tell my experience how it is to be dead. However, there are many exceptions (people who experienced a nearly death experience).


I experienced many times the separation of the Spirit from the body. No, I was not dead for a few minutes and still I had that experience. It happened on Kingsday (on this day the Netherlands celebrates the king’s birthday) (I think it was the very first one). I like to sleep late on the weekends and that day was no exception. To be honest I also had a rough night. During my nap I suddenly stood next to the bed at the wall side. In real life it’s impossible to stand there because that space between bed and wall is very small (20cm). Still, I stood there. I wore the same pajamas as the night before and I was watching myself! At that moment I immediately knew I was out of my body. I felt very excited and loved the experience! I was happy and felt a serenity coming over me. I was happy as my little niece always is. Her happiness is pure and she has no worries. The whole time I was smiling and had no worries. I was still watching myself all the time, I was watching my mortal body in that big bed, but I was still alive! At that moment I knew I had the same experience as a person who passed away. One day is my time to go, but I, my soul will remain. I will be still Patricia or whatever my real name may be.

This experience and awareness gave me more peace of mind. I do not have to wonder how it feels when I’m gone and I have the knowlegde that it is not necessary to have fear for Death. The fact our Spirit will remain after we die, is very comforting. There IS life after Death! The only thing we have to do is accept it and be in peace with it. I always feel sorry for people who say they are very afraid to die and have the urgent to fight with Death to stay in this life. It is not necessary and the only thing we have to do is let go.

Even I tricharles-frizzelled to stop Death twice in the past. As a shaman I make many spiritual journeys, not just for myself but also for animals and other people. Every journey is very special and this one was no exception. During this journey I met Death. I tried very hard to stop him and fought with Death! I made myself clear by telling him he had to leave. Death was in this journey a dark, tall and big figure, twice my size. I had no chance and for me it was very exhausted to fight him. Our first fight I won and he left….for a short time. The second time Death returned, his appearance was different from the last time, he was a tsunami wave. 3241-18624-thickboxThis time I sat in a small boat in the open ocean and tried to reach land as soon as possible. So happy I was to see land! For the second time I succeeded to avoid Death. But at the end Death won and I had to accept it. My lesson out of this experience is that’s impossible to fight Death and try to beat it. When our time is near to leave this world, it is our time. We have to learn to accept Death as Nature does. Accept it, let go and be in peace with it. It is a very simple formula.

Acceptation, how easy is it? Can we accept Death? Nature does. In my personal life I meet many deceased animals. As a shaman and a human being I don’t see these animals as a bad omen. There is a reason I meet these deceased animals. When I meet one of these animals I always check if their soul is still present. Often I see just the bodies, without soul. Often enough I see bodies which the soul is still present. When I see one, I always tell the soul it is free to go into the Light or the Source. The animals react differently. Some animals are angry and annoyed about the human ignorance and arrogance. Others though, are down to earth about their death, shrug their shoulders like “O, did I die? Ok, which way do I have to go to the light?” Happily whistling or singing they follow their path. Other animals knów they died but want to stay near the body because they want to enjoy the last sunbeam or want to analyze the life they had lived. And there are animals that don’t know what happened and still think they are alive. They don’t know what to do or where to go. I always tell these animals they are no longer in their physical body and they can go to the Light. After hearing this information, most animals know what to do and follow the path into the Light, others though, need more guiding.

One day I saw a dead drake (male duck) in the water. He was situated in a bad position and at the time I made contact with him, the young drake did not know what exactly happened. I told him the story what might could have been happen but his confusing became even bigger and he panicked. He just lost the way. I explained everything for the second time and after hearing this story the drake asked me to company him to the Light. I agreed and together we followed the Path. On our way we asked each other some questions about our lives when suddenly we saw an angel surrounded by a bright, beautiful light. She already awaited uEngel 1s. She told Young Drake he was welcome and he could enter. Me, she stopped me. She told it was not my time. I explained it to Drake which he understood. For the entrance with the golden gates, we said goodbye to each other and the angel guided Drake inside. I saw them enter the other World and felt pity for myself I could not enter. There, it is so serene and peaceful. I really wanted to go further. All alone I walked down the path, back to this world.

Fae incognito!

The Company of Spirits

The Fae have been making their presence known in my life more than ever before, or I have been more open to sensing them. But I never expected to find them frolicking disguised as ducks in the Dutch countryside!

The other day I was having lunch at my favorite outdoors café. It has a lovely natural ambience, no doubt helped by the presence of goats, baby goats, hens, ducks, lambs, and a host of sparrows patiently waiting to feast on the crumbs of my lunch.

My companion had gone to the ladies’ room which gave me time to study the pair of ducks that had been the star of the animal show all afternoon. They were a male and a female, and the pair had been chasing each other by land and air, making the customers duck (ha!) their heads as they swooped, drinking from the doggie bowl, chasing after…

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